RealizationI'm fat.I'm too skinny.I should stop eating.I need more food.This must be why all the guys hate me.This must be why all the guys stare at me.I'm so ugly.I need to change,then makyb I can fit in.Will they like me better?Should I stay the way I am?No,change is definatley needed.I'll only eat on these days.I'll get this tucked in thereand a whole bunch of that sucked out.Oh, and the implants,can't forget those.I just want someone to love me,and I'm not near perfect yet.Perfect.I just want to be perfect,I want to be lovedand I want to be beautiful.Nurses,do your work...I'm nervous,what if this turns out bad?WAIT!STOP!My flaws and imperfectionare what make me beautiful.I won't change myself for anybody.
MediaOrganized chaos,chaos organized?Make any sense to you?Well,one departmentbooming in organized chaos,is media.Media isn't out there to spread peace in the world.Some,to spread rumors,others,to spread information.Wether it's important or not,Media,can be out to get you,destroy you.help you,support you.Whatever you want it to really.It just depends where you look.Look in the right places,and if you're lucky,you'll like what you hear.
Learn to FlyI wish I could spread my wingsand fly away,away from this living hell,this place im supposed to call a home.I could do so much more.I could be so much more.But I'm being held back.Held back by fear,by love,by commitment,and emberessment,with a sprinkle of shame.I wasn't taught to fly,and I'll probably never learn,So I probably won't get anywhere in life.I'll be a failure,because nobody took the timeto teach me how to move forward,and I haven't found the courageto step forward on my own.
I love youIf I say I love youwill you say it back?or stay silent?How would I go about it?Is there a specific time to say it?or is any time good?What if I say it too soon?or too late?I could screw everything up.I'm such a screw up,I can't stand to lose the one thing that I love.Okay,I can do this,I need to talk to you,nothing bad,I promise.This is serious,okay,no more stalling.I love you.
Tick, Tock, Tick, TockTick, tock, tick, tock.Your time is running out.Tick, tock, tick, tock.What will you do now?Tick, tock, tick, tock.They're coming after you.Tick, tock, tick, tock.What do you think of yourself now?Tick, tock, tick, tock.You should have listened when your parents told you no.Tick, tock, tick, tock.Are you really that ignorant?Tick, tock, tick, tock.They're getting closer.Tick, tock, tick, tock.You shouldn't have taken them,You shouldn't have hung out with those people,You should have listened to your parents.Tick, tock, tick, tock.They're here,and you're being taken away.Tick, tock, tick, tock.
BeautyBeauty.What is beauty?Is it something on the inside?Outside?Both?And tell me...Who determines if you're beautiful?You?Your friends?Your family?What makes you beautiful?Looks?Personality?Can someone please answer me?Am I beautiful?I sure don't feel it.So how do I become it?