Realization

I'm fat.
I'm too skinny.
I should stop eating.
I need more food.
This must be why all the guys hate me.
This must be why all the guys stare at me.
I'm so ugly.
I need to change,
then makyb I can fit in.
Will they like me better?
Should I stay the way I am?
No,
change is definatley needed.
I'll only eat on these days.
I'll get this tucked in there
and a whole bunch of that sucked out.
Oh, and the implants,
can't forget those.
I just want someone to love me,
and I'm not near perfect yet.
Perfect.
I just want to be perfect,
I want to be loved
and I want to be beautiful.
Nurses,
do your work...
I'm nervous,
what if this turns out bad?
WAIT!
STOP!
My flaws and imperfection
are what make me beautiful.
I won't change myself for anybody.